so i decided that some hot casual sex would help me be less depressed. ha ha yeah i'm awesome. and in no way does awesome mean slutty! shit i've been abstaining for 2 months now its time. started texting garrett (my old friends with benefits guy...we hook up when we're both not dating anyone) today out of boredom. probably because i wanted attention. so i have a date in his pants tonight around 10ish. i don't really believe that whole "the best way to get over someone is to get under someone else" saying...but it will get my mind off of NG and al the other shit in my life that's bugging me. and fuck, 2 months! that's like 10 years. ha ha. yeah, EXACTLY the same.