so i hung out with thenewt**r**boy last night. he's short...like 5'4"...i felt like a giant next to him. we watched sin city...such a good movie! i laughed a lot...but then again i was drunk. it wasn't weird being in t**'s room (yes his room is t**'s old room) like i thought it would be. i think it's because everything looks so much nicer now. it's like an entirely different house...but not. this kid couldn't be more different than t**. he's so nice and respectful. he's so cute too...just short. maybe if he grew. yeah that would be nice. but like i may have mentioned before, this guy is on house arrest. what's with me and boys that cause trouble? if only i could be attracted to a nice law abiding citizen...or something. so yeah, he smokes a lot of weed, not to mention ciggarettes, is on house arrest, is short, and um *cough* has a prosthetic leg (or foot) *cough*...but he's sooo cute, and made me laugh a lot (again might have just been the drunkeness). and he didn't try to get with me once i was drunk...i know i told him not to try and take advantage of me once i get drunk before i even went to his house...but guys don't ever listen to that, lol. maybe he wasn't attracted to me? can't be, i'm hot and i looked good last night. not to mention my cleavage was awesome as usual. the only thing is that his step mom is kind of crazy. like he didn't shut his door all the way (and he's 23)! she yelled at him to turn the t.v. down (so he closed the door a little bit more...but still not all the way lol). once drunk i texted K7...and he didn't respond (of course). damn me for not staying strong. P offered to come over (i'm sure you can figure out why), but i told him not to. hooray for not being a slut...but boo for not getting any, lol. oh well, my backseat days are over. i can't help but wonder if K7 isn't calling anymore because he has a new girl or something. either way, it sucks. oh well, haning out with the newt**r** kind of helped. i'm just going to continue hanging out with new boys. i'm bound to find someone i like more than K7 that won't make me feel like shit.