i'm so bored! and i blame that on the fact that i have no one to crush on. my mood is a little better, but not much. i figured out that i'm feeling so ugly because of my hair. i have over an inch worth of dark roots. i need to get my hair done but my hair's sooo long that i have to shell out a hundred bucks everytime i get it done. which reminds me, i think i'll have my mom cut my hair when she gets home. i need about a 3 inch trim. i got off track didn't i. so yeah, i'm bored. photography only fills up so much of my time. when the weather's bad and i can't go take pictures what can i do? who can i sit and think about at night? the guys in my life have dwindled away. K6 sent me a pic of him with his shirt off via e mail today saying that he had 15 pounds to go, and that he loved the gym...i said "god bless the gym." he has such an amazing body. 6 pack and everything. he's trying to get into perfect shape for the airforce or something like that. in my opinion his body is already perfect. but there's nothing emotional between us. it's all physical. and i'm bored with the physical, i want something with feelings...something real. i need the feelings and the attraction, which i haven't had in forever. and still the only guy that i feel that way about has a g/f. god i hope she isn't hotter than me, lol. bored bored bored. i hope this weekend turns out to be eventful in some way or another...drama free, but eventful (is that even possible?). BORED!