so i had been contemplating ending things with G for a few days now. then NG talked to me and i realized that i don't want men in my life right now. i mean G doesn't even compare to NG. he's a sweet guy, but i don't feel for him what i felt for NG. i don't want to use G just because i need attention. sooo i did end it...via the internet like i do everything ha ha. me [12:23 P.M.]: hey me [12:25 P.M.]: hit me up later when ur not busy i want to talk to u about something G [12:27 P.M.]: What's up G [12:27 P.M.]: I'm just running errands I can talk G [12:28 P.M.]: Just mite take a little longer me [12:28 P.M.]: no worries me [12:28 P.M.]: i just think that we should go back to being just friends. im drama and u dont need that. i think im happier when im not talking to a guy the way we have been. me [12:30 P.M.]: u know ive been really depressed lately and sitting here wondering why u dont want to hang out with me doesnt make me feel any better. and i dont want to subject u to my craziness any more than i already have. G [12:48 P.M.]: Okay G [12:48 P.M.]: If that's how u feel then that's fine me [12:49 P.M.]: ok. i just didnt want to do to u what everyone does to me and just stop talking to u without telling u why. ur a great guy, im just in a bad place right now. thanks for understanding. G [12:52 P.M.]: Of course G [12:52 P.M.]: I can't get mad G [12:52 P.M.]: Its fine me [12:52 P.M.]: ok a big part of me not wanting to talk to him anymore was that he always avoids hanging out. he has very little self confidence and has told me before that he's intimidated by me. i'm not here to be his cheerleader and constantly remind him that i do infact like him, etc. so yeah. bye bye G.