i'm too exhausted to go into details, but basically i got played. i got played really badly. i've cried enough over the past few days to last me a lifetime...i hope. and just before it all went down i ordered him a beer boot online from germany (like in beerfest) for his birthday. 60 fuckin' dollars wasted. i don't drink beer anymore so wtf am i going to do with it. ugh, whatever. i don't even have the energy to feel sorry for myself right now. i just want to sleep. goodbye.