since i started taking my medication there are times during the day where i just can't sit still. i was trying to take a nap and just started flopping around and couldn't lay still until i had to get out of bed. i spent a good hour beating the shit out of my punching bag and jumping around my room while listening to the vandals. it was good fun. i still have energy but i took a shower and i'm more relaxed now. yesterday i ran around the house chasing my neice. and before that i cleaned my room and swept the whole house. i just feel like if i sit still i'll go crazy. most of the time i like the energy...the only time it frustrates me is when i'm tired and want to sleep. and lately i haven't been wanting to drink. it seems to have lost its appeal. garrett's still texting me trying to get some ass. i told him about the medication but not what it's for. i basically just said that its been making me feel sick and that i dont have much of a sex drive lately. i'm mostly just afraid to find out if its going to kill my sex life, not that it has already. he was like once we get into it your mood will change. ha ha he's really persistent. i told him maybe next weekend. i'm just indecisive as to whether or not i want to get back into the whole friends with benefits thing. i enjoy the attention but no longer feel like i need it. i'll decide if i want to hook up with him again before next weekend. shhk shhhk. done!