they switched my mom to days instead of nights. she has been working nights for the past 15 years. she's all stressed out because day shift makes less than night shift. i hate when she's sad, she's the nicest most giving person in the world. i hate when bad things happen to good people. i put in a few more applications at random places. i won't feel right having her pay my cell phone bill and giving me gas money anymore when she's stressed about money. my mom just can't seem to say no to her kids, and that makes me feel guilty sometimes. i have the same personality in the sense that i too spoil people. when i am working i buy everyone things. so i need to work again. nothing new with the guys in my life. everything's been pretty boring the past week or so. i don't even know if i feel like going out this coming weekend. but on the 2nd there's a big partyso yay. i'm sure by then i'll be back to my happy partying self. i just can't be happy when someone close to me isn't happy. in other news, i sent my taxes out and in about 6 weeks i'll get my tax return money and then i can get my hair done! hooray. my roots are looking pretty bad right now. my "sexy hair" just isn't looking so sexy right now. damn i need a job, everytime i go to the mall with someone i see so many things that i want. i luv shopping! i luv clothes. i luv it all. ok i think i'm done for now. gawd my life is boring lately. as much as i hate drama atleast it's entertaining.