dang i want a b/f. and he has to be older than me (i'm 19). guys mature at a much slower pace than us girls, so yeah. older is better in this case. me and a friend are seriously contemplating moving out now that we both have decent jobs. and i know 2 other people that are planning on saving up to move out, so i think we should all rent a house together. it would be fun. i had a dream about a friend of mine last night. in the dream we were laying next to eachother and he whispered my name and i pretended to be asleep when i really wasn't. then he held and stroked my hand in an adoring way. i luv him lots. he's one of my bestest friends and i adore and respect him so much. his g/f recently broke up with him...but today his car was outside her house so i don't know if they got back together or not. in a way i like when he's with her cuz atleast then i know he's not getting with a lot of different girls and bein' a hoe. but she's mean to him. anyways, maybe that's why i want a b/f. after that dream i was like awww i want someone to hold my hand and lay next to me at night. and since i'm moving out he could stay over all the time. but anyways, this weekend has been fun. good times. bah ok i'm done. bye.