i really like this guy that used to live by me...but he now lives an entire state away. when he lived nearby we didn't really take the time to get to know eachother, and now we couldn't even if we wanted to. well now that he lives far away all we have is the internet and the phone. its been about a year of this long distance talking thing. i've gotten to know him well this way, but it sucks. i want him. i had a dream about him last night. maybe thats a sign i should go visit him. he came back down to cali for new years but he had said something that hurt me and i was too pissed to see him while he was down...kind of regretting it now. if it's meant to be it will work itself out...or something. ok i'm done for now, goodnight.