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by sexyhair on March 6th 2005, 12:00AM

ok so i decided to quit drinking, or atleast stop for awhile. friday night i got really drunk, and i guess i passed out in my extra room and slept on the floor. my dad found me there and couldn't wake me up and had to carry me to my bed cuz i couldn't walk on my own. i had no memory of this the next day. my mom said that my dad was very upset and cried all day. he has never seen me like that so i know he must be ashamed right now. i don't want to hurt my family in any way. he hasn't talked to me much the past 2 days. i didn't hook up with anyone. so thats good i guess. i went to my friends house again saturday night but didn't stay out late and didn't drink. i'm sure things with my parents will go back to normal eventually, but for now i'm trying to abstain from things like alcohol and sex. there's nothing they can do because i'm 19, so they're not talking to me. but anyways, it was hard for me to enjoy myself while sober. i need to work on that. how do people have fun at parties without drinking? i'm supposed to be the fun one...this will take some getting used to.

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haha like your diary and username

[Anonymous]

im proud of youu. haha..health class were learning about alcohol..you can dye from just one night of drinking and passing out...tell your friends not to either..your only 19..haha ok well ill stop trying to sound like your mom or an adult..im just telling the facts ;-) cute diary.. sexy hair haha i like the user name too..its hott ;-)

i know what u mean..its like once ur the fun person in teh group and then you stop acting crazy then you jsut feel so boring. im only 16 and i know its a bad thing to drink and its not like i did it all the time but i think it helped when my parents found out bc then i had a reason to stop. idk what to say but yea just stick in there.itll work out and your friends will have your back. and hopefully your parents will forgive and forget.
good luck

[blackroses]

if anything it made my relationship with my parents better because they actually had a chance to see the real me and what i was dealing with and what i did. i know that sounds weird but now im alot more open with them because i feel as if i already messed up enough that it cant really get much worse.

yeah drinking can be bad sometimes but it is also the coolist at times 2 whats your fav. thing to drink???? get back ta me
Cherrycola22

ya, drinking sucks sometimes. thanks for the comment. its all just part of life. bye. -rr

[pacercolt]

haha thank you.
he's my old imaginary friend. haha old...I still love that thing

have a good one

-aareject

well this is my story ive had my boyfriend in N.C. i loved him alot and we started fighting like evry night and i didnt know what to do so i started talking to some one in tucson and that didnt work out i couldnt handel the stress of hurting N.C. so i hated myself cuz i fucked up on him so i didnt want to live with the regret of not telling him so i just ended everything its so hard!!! i dont know what to do anymore i loved that boy so much

me 2! drinking will be hard to get over but you got to do it if you know its best for you and your family right?

thanks

why thank you...they are my bros!!

[nldrummer79]

it's easy to have fun without drinking. i am younger then you, but i have never drank and i still have a good ole time. you just have to dance...the sober girl dance or the funky chicken. your cooler when you don't drink. and your even cooler when you do the funky chicken!!!

k bye...