today was an exceptionally loooong day at work. i couldn't wait to get out of there. i'm starting to get used to the sleeping alone thing again. now i just need to get used to the not getting any thing. i could just get a new booty call guy but i got too used to the one i had and it just wouldn't be the same...plus i'd feel slutty. besides, i have a feeling its not over. we've taken breaks from eachother before...he'll start to miss my ass eventually. but should i give in and go hook up with him when that time comes? i want him so i'm thinking yes...but putting him in his place would be nice too. what would u guys do??? i think i'll just continue to hook up with him when those opportunities arise because i'm only human and i have to get some from somewhere, right? yes, right.