drank last night, got a good buzz. the cops came and the party was over by 11 but thats ok. i just needed to get out of the house. my car isn't working right now so i'm a little pissy about that. luckily i have friends that will drive me to parties and what not. i re-pierced my nose yesterday. it hurt a little. i only did it out of boredom, but i did kind of miss it. my guy friend that i hooked up with is still trying really hard to have a round two with me. i'll call him K6. he was the 6th person i slept with. i wanted to invite him over so bad last night, but resisted temptation. i told him that i decided not to have sex anymore in an attempt to get him to stop trying so hard. i think we'll never be able to hangout without one of us trying to hook up with the other again. i liked hanging out and just watching movies with him, but i also like the attention i now get from him. i know we can never have a relationship together though. i can think of 2 guys i would want a relationship with...one of em has a girlfriend at the moment, and one of em is that other guy i hooked up with a few weeks ago (i'll call him k7 because he was guy # 7 that i slept with). i know realistically that we wouldn't work out and our relationship would be a disaster, but there's just something about him. we have a lot in common, and he's really hot...but we only talk when we're drunk. he calls me when he's wasted and that's the only time we get to talk. he has said before that he's shy while sober but i've been around him while sober and i don't think that's why he only calls while drunk. he just wants to get some. and i'm only willing to give him some if he'll talk to me while sober too. it's only a matter of time until he calls me again, so i guess i'll discuss these things with him then. i just hope he remembers everything when he sobers up so that he can think about what i've said and take it to heart. in other news, i'm going out tonight. my friend E (who i have not hooked up with, just kissed in the past) is having a kickback. a female friend of mine is coming down here to visit me and the plan is to get shitty faced so we'll see what dumb shit i do tonight! car's still not working so she better drive us. it's just down the street so no worries. maybe i want k7 so much because he's the one not giving me as much attention as i would like. i wanted to go to the beach today and take pictures, but my damn car is gay and not working so there goes that idea. i think i'll go work out now instead. don't want to get a beer belly ya know.