ok nothing too interesting to report. i hooked up with j18 again thursday night. i remember most of the night. and this hot guy that i recently met came over too. he's so hot. mmm. but yeah i slept with j18 not hot guy because that would have been fucked up of me. plus hot guy had a broken foot and crutches. hot guy slept on my couch and i took him home when i woke up, then waited for j18 to wake up and leave. everytime we hang out it gets more and more comfortable. but even if we're comfortble with eachother that doesn't change the fact that we're so completely different. i do have a friend, V, that reminds me of him. i mentioned her once and he ended up going to her myspace and friending her and talking to her. i was talking to him right now online and all of the sudden he had to go cuz V is picking him up and they're going to go get boba. they have so much in common...i'm not worried or anything (v has a boyfriend and all), but it's just weird. i mean who would like to have the guy they're hooking up with just start hanging out with one of their female friends out of nowhere. oh well. i think i should go out tonight. yeah good plan. i'm acting jealous, aren't i? ewww not good.