i'm exhausteddddddddd. i've only been back to work for 2 days now, but still. i must still be anemic. so far it's not the actual work, just training...but sitting and listening to someone talk for hours on end makes me sleepy. i lack concentration skills. i don't want to study for my final tomorrow. stupid math. i'm good at it but without reviewing it will look like chinese or something. who decided math should include letters? crazy people. i'm sooo lonely! i need ***. well actually i don't need it, but i do want someone to make out with and hold hands with etc. i miss that. sigh. anyways, blah. ok i'm done. goodbye.