G22 is talking to that girl again...she's back on his top 8. i asked him through text messages if he's dating her again and he said he's just talking to her. i asked if he's slept with her and he was like no i swear i haven't. i was like so ur hooking up with me cuz she's not giving u any? and he was like no i haven't tried to have sex with her. i was like why because u respect her? and he was like cuz i'm not sure about her yet. like wtf does that mean? so he was sure about me then? wtf. i still think i'm here for sex while he looks for someone to have a real relationship with...once a filler, always a filler. i hate life. he was going to rent movies cuz i was supposed to come over tomorrow night...but yeah i'm not going. i hate myspace and it's dumb top 8! and as if having guy drama isn't enough, i also can't pay my bills. i have this ever growing stack of bills just chilling on my desk, and i can't pay any of them. i can't put gas in my car. rent's due in a few days and i'm short about 60 bucks. i don't know what i'm going to do when my lease is up. i don't want to go back to my parents house. i just can't live with that man again. i'm going to have to be one of those ghetto people who borrow money from those check cashing places (no offense to anyone who does that). and they take so much money from you i'll be in debt forever. the thing with G22 felt like being kicked while i'm down. now i just need someone to spit on me...