so G22 was supposed to come see me before i left to san francisco to visit my best friend, but texted me that morning saying he was soooo sorry but his car wouldn't start and he wouldn't be able to come see me before i left. so i was, of course, incredibly sad about that and decided to just get really drunk instead. welli don't think my intentions were to get so wasted, but yeah that's what happened. i guess i kept drunk texting him telling him to come over (i'm a horny drunk and really wanted him). i knew later when i started to sober up at about 10pm (cuz i started drinking around 2pm) that he was going to be a little bit mad and or turned off because he doesn't drink and yeah. so i flew to san francisco the next morning and had four lovely days there with my best friend (she goes to SFSU). everytime i would sign on at her house he would ignore me. he usually ims me first, but i would im him only to get ignored. he also deleted a myspace comment i had left him after the first day we hung out. on my last day in san fran i tried imming him again and asked him if he were still ignoring me and he said "nah" so i asked him why he was mad at me cuz i knew it wasn't just my imagination. he said that i freaked him out the other night when i kept calling and texting. but in my mind i don't see the big problem. wouldn't he rather me drunk text him trying to get some rather than k7 or someone else? i don't understand. granted he doesn't drink but he smokes a LOT of weed. we all have our habits. i didn't get trashed and crash my car or have sex with a stranger, i just called and texted him a lot. wtf get over it, right? but i guess not. i asked him if he deleted the comment i left him and he was like yeah i deleted a lot of stuff from my myspace. but i'm pretty sure that he only deleted my comment. he's not very mature. but then again he is 19...and boys mature way less than us girls do. i will have to see him again because he borrowed a cd of mine and i want it back. i know me, so i'll probably wait til i get my hair done and look super hot then have him bring it to me. his guy friends think i'm hot, and i treat him well he will regret being so immature and giving me the silent treatment. having him give me the silent treatment has made me realize how fucked up i'm being by ignoring my dad. yeah he shouldn't have cussed me out for no reason and he does have anger problems but he's my dad and i haven't seen or talked to him in months that has to be getting to him. god being in san francisco was so nice. the second i woke up this morning it was like ew i'm back in riverside. and all these issues with the people here came flooding back into my head. i can't wait 'til my lease is up in february, i'm so going to move to san francisco. alright that's all i have to report at the moment.