i'm falling so hard for that guy i talked about. the friend that wants to get with me. we've been talking online all night. i'm learning a lot about him. he says things that flatter me. i hope that's not just his attempt to get into my pants. he even complimented my hair. so yeah. i want him now, lol. bad thing is i have hooked up with his best friend in the past (but no one knows about that. and he was like yeah if u ever did anything with so and so i'd be bummed, so i told him don't worry i haven't. i feel bad for lying to him. i so don't want to get hurt but i'm totally letting him in right now. blah. i'm scared. i try to not get attached to people. seeing things in a casual way is how i usally am. but i don't see him that way. this can't be good...but i don't want to kick myself later for not giving him a try. ahhhh, what do i dooo??? any advice? i'll keep u guys posted...whoever "u guys" are, lol.