i am so indecisive. i want him (NG) but i dont want to get hurt. so i've decided that i need to end it. he's not giving me what i need (attention). i need to feel like i'm worth it. like someone wants to be with me, and misses me when i'm not around. he hasn't been calling or texting me lately. as much as i think i've fallen in love with him (like i had when i met him 4 years ago) and as much as i want to be with him, i just don't think the feeling's mutual. i'm not going to sleep with him if i'm only going to see him a couple times a month. as much as it will hurt to not date him anymore, i think in the long run it's for the better. i'm so tired of getting hurt. this has to end now. ugh! what to do, what to do!??!?!