i'm depressed. i hear sex relieves mild depression...maybe i should go get laid. but that would probably only help for a little while. my dad is still ignoring me. i went and sat in a park yesterday to relax, it helped for the time being. as soon as i enter my house though i feel like all of my energy and good personality are just sucked right out of me. i feel so alone right now. i need a hug damn it. i need something. people drift apart after highschool...i miss my friends and the way things used to be. i had a lot of fun in highschool. i still have fun from time to time now, but it's different. everything's different.