i get emotional at night and i hate it. i'll be fine all day then suddenly, BAM! i'm sad. it sucks. i always said "night time is the right time." that doesn't seem to apply anymore. this sucks. i hope these horrible feelings go away soon. and oh yeah i almost forget, it's my friends 20th birthday tomorrow. wait, friend? not sure if she's talking to me. thats what i get for sleeping with her best friends boyfriend i guess. the worst part of all of this is that i know its my fault everybody suddenly treats me like i have the plague. i never thought that night would end friendships. but it did so i'll have to deal with it i guess.