i was reading some of my old entries. i re read the ones that i wrote about that guy i made out with on my birthday (my brothers friend). i still wish he were mine, but he has a g/f. shitty for me, right? yep. i'll most likely see him friday night because this friend of mine is having a party and he's always at this guys parties (he has great parties). party party party. so yeah, i'll see him this coming weekend...but do i want to? i actually think i do want to see him. yeah it might hurt but oh well. ok new subject... there's this guy ****** that i've been randomly making out with at parties since i was 16. we've never actually hooked up (had sex), but i know it's inevitable. you can only kiss the same guy so many times before you'll want more. he'll probably be at the party too, i could always offer to give him a ride home and have my way with him...but i'm on my period and with my luck still will be on it at the party. eh well. he's fun to make out with i'll just continue with that for awhile. i'm still unemployed. i'm very picky about the kind of places i will work at. for example, you will never see me working at mcdonalds or pizza hut. i like office settings. i'm good at that kind of stuff. but it's harder to get a job like that. in the meantime i'll continue to look.i was at nordstroms the other day and found this top for $168.00 and i want it. it's so hot. i can already predict my spending habits once i get a job. i'm usually content with my forever 21 tops and what not, but like everyone else i like nice things every once in awhile. i luv my hundred dollar sunglasses...but i also have a really hot pair that i got for 3 bucks in vegas. i forget the point of this so on to the next subject. my days have been extremely boring lately. i went to the gym and had a good work out, then when i got home ran on the treadmill for another half an hour since i was still in the mood for exercise. i luv it when i'm not lazy. and since then i've showered and done nothing else. tomorrow i will go to photography class, and wednesday the photo lab to work in the dark room. gah my days are so predictable. no fun! as much as i hate working, atleast when i worked i could spend my free time shopping. let me tell you, window shopping is just plain out depressing. i need attention. the end.