so i'm the stupidest bitch ever, right? my friend asked me today, how did u feel when u were in love with ***? so i answered, and since then i've been thinking about him. and i just called 411 to get his new number (haven't talked to him in about 2 years...he recently got married). so i called and his wife answered. i hung up since of course i blocked my number and they would never find out it was me. but hearing her voice has made me really sad and i've been crying since i made the call. that was supposed to be my future husband. i was supposed to have his kids, not her. i'm the lame one sittinng here crying, right?