this is what i need...a NORMAL guy. which translates loosely to: someone who does not jack off on camera and send me the footage to someohow make me miss his sex...if that's even why he sent it. i mean, "remember that?" like uh yeah i remember, i hooked up with u for over a year. the funny thing is that he probably thought that would be getting even, or making me mad. it just makes him look dumb. so anyways, back to what i need. normal=guy that does not sleep with married women, then has the audacity to judge ME. like are u kidding me? normal is not E, who told me he liked me and wanted to get to know me then did nothing but tease me. so yeah, no drunk white trash idiots, no scarlet letters, and no more teases. J18 seems really sweet but he's kind of weird. and he wears super tight pants. plus he has this mustache...yeah it's not pretty. i hate mustaches. all 4 of the guys i talked about in this entry are on myspace so let me know if u guys want to see these horrible people. well J18 isn't horrible...but he's also the least hot of all of 'em. there i go being shallow again. but gah! i want a normal, nice guy. where are they?!?! shit.