i feel like K7 represents every guy that has ever used me or made me feel like shit. and when and if he calls or texts me i'm going to tell him what he's done to me...something i couldn't do to the other guys. i feel like telling him what he's put me through will make me feel a little bit better. its just something i need to do i guess. i wrote something (posted below)...it starts off broad about every guy thats ever hurt me, but it's mostly about *** ***. talking to the guy that now lives in his old house has made me think of him a lot all of the sudden. so i wrote. blah.
THIS SUCKS I'M FUCKED
empty feelings
eating me alive
it hurts so bad
knowing how hard i tried
i wanted each of you
to love me for me
but nobody did
and it was so hard to see
it hurts like you wouldn't believe
this sucks
i loved him so much
i'm fucked
its been years
no one will ever compare
these feelings still haunt me
this just isn't fair
(just had to get that out before i went to bed...i hope i can sleep better now)
:(