ok so i recently decided to abstain again...then about 3 days later i hooked up with this guy that i'll call J11. he's super cute. i'm so shallow. always getting with the hot guys. but usually, the hotter the guy is the more of a jerk he is. maybe i should lower my standards and get an ugly nice guy?!?! NAH. so yeah that was thursday night. then friday night i got sooo wasted at my friends party and it was so much fun. K7 called me and texted me several times at about 4 am but i was in the jacuzzi. my best friend brought my cell out to me and i talked to him. i was all the way out in rancho and he was in riverside with no car so we didn't get to kick it. he hadn't called in over a month so it was kind of weird. i'm sure we'll hook up again soon. work is exhausting me but it will all be worth it when i get paid. 58 days til my birthday! hmmm, i think that's all i have to say right now. have a swell day everyone.