i changed my mind. i don't care if all i seem to do is drink and hook up with boys. i like drinking, i like boys. i don't care what people think of me. i'll still try to keep my casualness on the down low as to not get a bad reputation, but i won't change my ways. if i want to go to a party and make friends with the keg and a hot boy near the keg then that's what i'll do. if everyone else wants to get engaged and i'm still the single loser then that too is fine. i'm only 19...for the next 117 days atleast. i don't want to grow up! this entry was pointless. fin.