ok so i talked to that J guy that sent me the messages on myspace confusing me. and well, he's now not just J but J14. i need to slow it down with the hook ups or something. anyways here's the first aim conversation we had...and yes i'm expecting some anonymous "slut" comments after posting this but i don't give a fuck. him [6:24 PM]: hey him [6:24 PM]: < - - j_ _ _ _ _ _ me [6:24 PM]: ahoy hoy him [6:24 PM]: hey so you don't remember what we did last night? me [6:24 PM]: no him [6:25 PM]: hrmmm me [6:25 PM]: i have a bad memory when i drink a lot him [6:25 PM]: well do you remember making out? me [6:25 PM]: no him [6:25 PM]: don't lie me [6:25 PM]: i'm not me [6:26 PM]: i remember talking to u a lot him [6:26 PM]: you were fully conscious talking to me, and we hung out and walked around me [6:27 PM]: i remember talking to u a lot after i drank that girls beer me [6:27 PM]: but not details him [6:28 PM]: ehhhh me [6:29 PM]: so i have no idea what that myspace message u sent me means him [6:29 PM]: hrmmm me [6:30 PM]: is there something i should know or a reason i should be mad or something? him [6:30 PM]: hrmmm him [6:30 PM]: well i have to tell you me [6:31 PM]: ok him [6:31 PM]: we had sex me [6:31 PM]: i figured thats what u were leading up to him [6:31 PM]: i have no idea how you didn't remember it or anything him [6:31 PM]: you seemed wide awake him [6:31 PM]: actually you were wide awake him [6:32 PM]: you don't remember like the last 3 hours you were awake? me [6:32 PM]: when i drink a lot i forget stuff in the morning. me [6:32 PM]: no like i said i remember talking to u, i remember that clayton kissed me, and thats about all i can remember. him [6:33 PM]: man i feel bad, if i would have known you were that bad off i wouldn't have done anything him [6:33 PM]: we hung out on the back porch for a good 30 minutes him [6:33 PM]: we made out, went back to the party me [6:34 PM]: don't feel bad, i know how i am when i drink. i wanted to get with you so its not like i did something i'd regret. him [6:34 PM]: ok him [6:34 PM]: i thought you were gonna freak out me [6:34 PM]: no don't een worry about it me [6:34 PM]: even* him [6:35 PM]: we were laying down afterward and i went and puked my brains out me [6:35 PM]: ha ha that sucks him [6:35 PM]: then i hitched hiked home me [6:36 PM]: oh so thats why u thought i'd be mad, because u left afterwards him [6:36 PM]: yeah him [6:37 PM]: i felt weird him [6:37 PM]: like, i needed to get home me [6:37 PM]: no worries him [6:37 PM]: you were saying some weird things him [6:37 PM]: like "i miss you" him [6:37 PM]: and stuff me [6:37 PM]: yeah i was trashed him [6:37 PM]: me too him [6:38 PM]: don't worry, i didn't go in you or anything me [6:38 PM]: ok him [6:39 PM]: your not weirded out about it? me [6:39 PM]: well it sucks not remembering something like that but there's nothing i can do about it ya know me [6:40 PM]: but yeah it's weird, i mean i just met you last night i don't usually do that him [6:40 PM]: me either him [6:40 PM]: thats the first time i've done something like that him [6:40 PM]: i'm the relationship type for the most part him [6:40 PM]: it was rather surreal him [6:41 PM]: are you there? me [6:41 PM]: yeah sorry him [6:42 PM]: thinkin? me [6:42 PM]: yeah him [6:42 PM]: care to share? me [6:43 PM]: well it wasn't weird to me at first but now i feel kinda awkward me [6:43 PM]: i dunno him [6:44 PM]: i'm sorry :-( me [6:44 PM]: i don't want you to think i'm some random slut or anything him [6:44 PM]: i don't me [6:44 PM]: ok good him [6:45 PM]: cuz if your a slut, then i am too him [6:45 PM]: and thats not true me [6:45 PM]: ha ha me [6:45 PM]: yeah him [6:45 PM]: i haven't said anything to anyone me [6:45 PM]: k thanks him [6:45 PM]: and i'm not going too, cuz frankly its none of they're damn business me [6:45 PM]: yeah me [6:45 PM]: well i'm about to go pick up my best friend so i gues si'll talk to u later him [6:45 PM]: hey wait me [6:45 PM]: k him [6:46 PM]: do you wanna hang out sometime? me [6:46 PM]: yeah sure, call me sometime and we'll hang out (###)###-#### so that was the conversation. the first one atleast. i didn't think to copy the last one. today he asked if when we hang out again are we allowed to make out or was that just a drunk thing. i said that i'm rather shy while sober compared to my friendly drunk self but that it wasn't off limits. i think he's super cute. he's 23, in a band, went to the same highschool as me, dated my friends sister, andddd yeah. thats pretty much all i know about him so far. i understand why he thinks i should be weirded out by not remembering hooking up with him but i'm just not. i just think it's cute that he mentions us hanging out and what not. he's a nice guy (so it seems) so far. what a way to start my year off. i was hoping to hook up with K7 tonight but i got my period this morning so there goes that idea. funny how i meet a nice guy (J14) and i still want K7...ah J14 just immed me, gotta go!