wtf happened to my last entry? it dissapeared out of nowhere. oh well. so i think i'm over J8. he's a jerk. he (or maybe his friends) made long distance calls on my cell phone and opened and read all of my text messages. one of which was from a guy that i had hooked up with saying that we should hook up again. maybe thats what made him mad...he deleted his phone number from my phone book list! wow. that definately got the point across. its odd that he did that seeing as i've never once called him, he always calls me. he's called me every night for the past week! his friend had been answering my phone when my friends would call, so maybe he deleted it...but i doubt it. i don't have much memory of last night so i don't know what i did to deserve that. sometimes i get mean when i'm drunk. i know we had sex last night, but thats about all i know. i still can't believe i had the nice guy drop me off at another guys house. if i were him i wouldn't want to talk to me anymore. my cousin said he called her today and asked for my number, but she couldn't find it at that moment. she's going to call him and give it to him for me. i have his number (he put it in my phone) but i don't call guys, they call me. dude he was sooo sweet. he was holding my hand while we were watching the movie, and every once in awhile he would kiss my hand. i would catch him staring at me (not in a creepy way, but an adoring way lol). and he's in a band. they're so awesome. i listened to the CD he gave me and i'm so in love with their music. gah. i have feelings for him. he's a good kisser. i made out with 2 guys in one night...dang i got a lot of action this weekend. i luv being me. oh yeah did i mention he's 21? perfect age. sweetest guy i've ever met! i miss him already and it hasn't even been 24 hours since i saw him. i hope this doesn't end badly like every other guy situation of mine has. ok i'll write more later as i have a feeling the drama in my life is going to be going steady for awhile. boo.