It's not even 5 in the morning yet. I'm awake. Wide awake. Slightly worried about class today. P and me. Conversation or no. Weirdness or no. Just want it to be fine and good again. Maybe I am blowing this out of proportion. Maybe not. He probably thinks I am a complete skitzo. O well, I can't let this ruin my life. I dramatize things too much. I need to relax. I need to stop feeling so intensely about things. Relax. Breathe in. Breathe out. No coughing. I slept fairly well last night. The usual tossing and turning. The usual toothache. The usual dreamless night. I have to order a dress for my good friend's wedding. I have to order it soon. Very soon. Maybe tomorrow. Maybe tonight. Wednesday. Tomorrow will be Thursday. Than Friday. Than the weekend. Than Monday. And than Spring Break. I cannot wait. Time away from classes will be good for me. Give me time to get my shit together. To get back on top. I wish I could go somewhere sunny and all that, but not this time I guess. Time to get a shower. I am done for now.