I have officially let go and I feel much better. Today will hopefully be a nice day. I'm supposed to visit SEB. She sent me a card. A nice, no reason really card. It's weird our friendship. I won't bug about it too much. I don't know what else to talk about. I don't have my glasses on so my eyes are extremely blurry. I have the eyesight of an 80 year old. Maybe someday I'll be able to trade these eyes in for some new ones. I'm not going to fret today over anything. I've decided not too. There's no point to any of it. They don't care. I now don't care. We are all fine. Especially me. I'm still sad though. Too sad. But I'll be speaking to my doctor soon. I don't know. Days are just days. Nights are just nights. It's all the same. Done for now.