Next time I'll heed the signs. Nothing has been in my favor for awhile now. Maybe the entire summer won't be like this. I got burned. And burned well. If only I had a bat. Summer is passing by and I have yet to do anything I planned on doing. I sleep and mope around the house. I'm completely at a loss. I think I'll give my old ways a break. A nice long break. I can only bum around for so long before it starts getting to me. No excitement at all. Nothing the least bit thrilling has happened lately. I don't think I could get excited if someone offered to pay me. I'm just not in the mood. Enough of all that. I had a dream last night and continued into this morning that little ghouls were after me and I kept singing the Bon Jovi Song 'Livin on a Prayer' or whatever it's called. I don't even like Bon Jovi. Weird. I don't know what my problem is. Maybe I am to self absorbed. But with nothing else going on in my life what else am I supposed to concentrate on. Maybe I'm just a little lonely. I'm sure it will pass. It usually does. I guess this is just giving me time to focus on what I need to change about myself. There is a growing list of bad habits I need to fix. Well I better start using my time wisely. I don't have much more to say. So I think I'm done. For now anyways.