~Stuff~

by skrewedangel
Can't think of anything to really say. Said everything before. A million and one times. Self sabotage is lovely. Entertainment. Have errands to run today. Not concerned about much. Need to start moving more. Losing more. Staying sober more. Still no e mail. Still not worried. Psycho just like SEB. I just wanted to put it out there for once. Don't expect much. Miles away. Far away. Doesn't really matter to me. Not really. Not like before. Because I don't really know him. Don't really care. Moving on. Slowly. I seem to lose my sense of humor every time I'm on here. Seriousness just takes over. Maybe it's just me. Aww. It doesn't matter. I'll be fine eventually. Someday. Some lovely day. Done for now.
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And we all wait for that day when we will be fine, so sure that someday that day will come. And we cling to that promise, that hope that eventually everything will be okay.
Sorry to break it to you but your an alcoholic and should seek help. It's damn near impossible to give up an addiction like alcohol from what I've learned in my psychology class, Drugs and Behavior of Modern Society. I do hope you cure your self of your problem though I know of a few funtioning alcoholics my self. Still I hope life works out for you in the end.