My dreams often include unusual scenarios and characters. But lately my dreams have toned down. I don't dream much at all lately. Not like I used too. I wonder if it's the food I'm eating. So skipping all the bland stuff. I've decided that I shall dedicate the rest of the summer to myself. I have many repairs to fix before I graduate next May. I have many, many things to figure out before I head into the 'real' world. I have decided that traveling by bus would be the best choice for me. Buses go everywhere and I wouldn't have to worry about maintaining my own vehicle. I want to hit every state in the U.S. All 50 of them. Of course I don't think I'll be able to take a bus to Alaska or Hawaii. But I'll deal with that problem when it arrives. I'm not worried or stressed today. I feel different. Lighter. A little happier. A little less bitter. Fate is a wonderful thing. When everything is moving in one, huge rotating cycle it's amazing. On and on it goes. I feel like catching up on my Buddhism and Tao readings. It's been awhile. Lao Tzu had the right ideas. And I haven't had a drink in almost 3 days. *Biting my nails* *Pacing the floor* I'll be fine. I can fight any addiction I have. I just wish I had something to fill the void. Maybe I'll concentrate harder on my art and writing. I do have a piece to finish and a book to attempt to write. So all in all I am fine today. Bored. Sleepy. Cold. Dreamy. But fine. Done for now.