and tight. im sorry but what youre looking so hard. for. you will not find here. you will not find here. i will not let you. im sorry. i do apologize. but. you bring no shine to my eyes. no shine to my lies. no-thing. to my nothing. to my everlasting inspiring something. that has seemed to trapped you somehow. and. i do apologize. but. you just bring no shine to my eyes. it is impossible. although you seem to believe there is a possibility. of you getting to me. and making me weak. but. no. i wish it were one of those fate-d love affairs. but. it cant be. because i have no cares. nor worries. nor thoughts concerning you. its a shame really. and now i know how it feels when someone wants you. and you do not want them. o man. it went from almost lost. to heading in the totally wrong direction. this kid has been caught by my infection. and its a nasty sort of addiction. a rather rotting affliction. i may have to fix this manually. under tight direction. it just isnt in me. and i cant feel what i dont feel because i barely feel at all.