alcohol. and. i. make. very. lovely. companions. alcohol and i make very lovely companions. until. of course. i wake up the next morning. ive decided that banks are evil. and. i will no longer allow my paychecks to be directed.deposited. because. banks are the devils whores. banks. are. evil. i cannot stress this point enough. and. enough it cannot be stressed. ---------------------- ive been having a bit too much fun. and. im paying for it now. with my luck ill go into work tomorrow and be fired. only with my goodluck. my fortune. ------------------------- im getting back into very old and lame habits. im obsessing about a guy who is definitely for a number of reasons unavailable. im partying too much. im getting distracted at work. im getting an attitude at work. and. i am once again analyzing everything way too fucking much. i refuse to go back to my old ways. i cant afford it. today i will breathe and things will change. today is the new beginning of my other beginning now being repeated because i always fuck up new beginnings. --------------------- in the mean time ill continue my selfskateboard lessons. so far. so good.