this is all i am. party animal. rockstar diet. drinking. drugs. and arithmetic. drinking. drugs. and all of the wrong people at all of the right times. i am ruckus in motion. chaos. upon chaotic behavior. easily. we get down. hard. core. for no reason i always want more. if im going to actually clean up theres going to be a lot i will miss. the stories. the laughs. the good times. on my behalf. sure. blow 200 in one night. literally. blow. and always wanting to keep it going. as long as i can. for as long as i can. i oft wonder what shall become of me.