new people. in. my life. george. caryn. tracey. mandy. daniel. eric. jarrod. just.a.few. of.the.new. i dont mind being alone. when im surrounded. i dont mind company. when im all alone. i have to fix my problem. ive been growing testy and tired as of late. i think i may be missing some.thing. maybe a vitamin or two. sarah and i havent spoken in a week or two. she is most likely upset. or. one thing or. another. i dont really care to bother her. i dont particularly care to bother her. because. she brings me down. we arent close anymore. too much has come. too much has gone. and. i will not be the old me. for no one. for anything. i. need. to. continue. to. change.