fran.tic. tonight. right now. fran.tic. scared. frightened. chilled. nervous. nauseated. cold. disgusted. revolted. dismayed. enchanted. all alone. i cant explain it. this thing creeping up my throat. a ball of absolute terror. a deafening scream. i dont know how to explain it. this feeling. this terrible feeling. im getting too deep. in. some. thing. i cant control. its all becoming a little too unpredictable for my TASTE. I WANT TO YELL. AT. SOME. ONE. I WANT TO KICK. THEM. VERY. HARD. I WANT TOO. MUCH. OF. THIS. i keep trying to fix it. some. way. but. it just refuses. it refuses. i dont want it. this feeling. i. do. not. find. it. appealing. did you catch my meaning. in advance. i feel time moving. i can feel it slither across my skin. the one unforgiven sin. explicit; completely. subdued. without notice. i dont like this. premonition. i dont like this. dream. wake up. please.