Hurt because I am alone. I am falling apart inside. I want to cry so bad it hurts my eyes. All I want is love. Attention. I've been alone so long that I don't know. Maybe it doesn't matter. It doesn't matter. I will heal. After this semester I will never see him again. Maybe I'll never see him again during this semester. It hurts. A lot. I'd be perfect if I was thin. Apparently a mind, personality, and soul aren't enough to earn me love or devotion. I'm sad today. Very sad. I wish I wasn't like this over some guy I barely know who has no interest in me at all. I'm so screwed. So messed up. Inside and out. Twisted. Pain kills. Heart pain kills. Deep down inside it festers. Rots. Infests. What's the point? I am done for now.