well. i wanted him to get the hint. and maybe. but theres a feeling he hasnt. and so this is what it must feel like. to be stalked by someone youre not quite like. on that certain level. i do have a rather silly. onesided crush on dan though. hes older and funny and nice and strong looking. and he likes all that i like. and well its silly. but its nice. and different then the usual crushes this one i know. so its okay. and innocent. and light. m. y. change is. c. o. m. i. n. g. now.