So today has been nice, I guess. As nice as I could ask for. Mister P and I seem to be getting along just dandy, like before. I explained my stint. He didn't seem to care. I explained anyways. Some girl sat next to him and kept him occupied for almost 15 minutes. I fought the feeling of creeping jealousy. I fought it hard. I can't say it's easy for me to get over a crush, but today enlightened me. I am happy right now. I hope to stay that way. I can't waste my time wishing for someone like Mister P to like me or eventually fall in love with me. All I can do is be patient and be secure in the knowledge that maybe some day I'll have my own love. I am no longer bitter. I won't be bitter again. I seen Keith today. I didn't stop and talk. He acts funny when I do that. So I didn't. I probably won't again. I give up routine and useless matters easily. Mister P and Master K will be fine without me. Mister P = Pat Master K = Keith I will be fine. I am eventually always fine. It all takes time. And time is what I have. From now until the end. I'll weave my web. I am done for now.