I AM NOT THE SAD TYPE. BUT I AM. W.A.Y. D.E.E.P. D.O.W.N. I.N.S.I.D.E. IT HURTS A BIT. but there is nothing i can do. nothing. so. ill. suck. it. up. and. let. it. burn. for. a. bit. longer. ------------------------ uneventful my life has become. i have a new crush on a new dan. and i wish hed crush back. but hes not aware i believe. but o well. he will be leaving soon. so i can still have a bit of a crush. i believe ive grown bored. no hearing from the dan or the joe. and i guess its time to let go. and i dont know why i obsess. i need better habits for my spare time. and i think i should go to bed. considering ive been late. a bit too much this week. and last. DAMN THE MAN.