"Today I spent in sin, tomorrow I shall rest." It's true. I did. I spent all day doing nothing but bad behavior. Don't really feel the need to explain why I feel this way, but if I did you would see that this decision is a correct one. Visited Dani, Angel, Wen, L, W, and other's today. I spent most of the time avoiding a stiffer penalty with them. I've never wished more than I did today that I was already gone. Gone. Vanished. Poof. I yearned for something new today. Something unfrightening. Something Safe. And comfortable. I did not get what I went looking for today. Or maybe I got exactly what I was looking and for and now regret my actions. Either way. I don't feel like feeling anymore. Or thinking. Or worrying. I feel such a burden coming down. This pressure. I need a break. Done for now.