so i suppose. that was it. and it always goes weird. and it always changes in such a strange way. so now. ill let it all go and be. away. i guess its me. and me. and me. and the weird way i have of pushing it too far. well no more. there are new rules. and new ways. and i wont be sad about it. fuck it. as before. forget it. no more trying to fix it. he apparently isnt interested. next time. im going for it when i feel it. and not trying after its way too late. well itll be easier this time. it always is. goodbye mcgyver. goodluck.