(Yawns) I'm awake. Lucky me. I tossed and turned all night. I kept seeing shadows out of the corner of my eye. I don't like that. Shadows playing head games with me, it pisses me off. I also cried a little last night. (Typical chick thing) Why did I cry? I don't know for sure. I guess sometimes this feeling just overwhelms me so much I just don't know what else to do. (And by feeling, I mean despair) Don't worry, this isn't another depressing entry. I can't keep bringing myself and others down, well the few who actually glance at this every now and than. (Thank you few) But I guess I cried because sometimes I feel so lonely. Let me be honest here. (Clears throat) I'm a 22 year old female who's never had a boyfriend, never been laid (a.k.a. virgin), and never, ever been in love. (See my dilemma?) It's not as though I am some ugly, freakishly obese female. I think I'm rather pretty and I do think I have a good personality (when I'm happy). And I've had plenty of guys attracted to me, but still no one special in my life. Maybe I'm too picky. All right I am too picky. I just want someone who likes to be themselves. Someone silly, goofy, (somewhat) handsome, good sense of humor, and just all around interesting. I have had no luck finding a winner in all departments. O I digress. I didn't come on here to type about this and I don't feel like discussing it anymore, maybe later. I just felt like venting today. I've yet to feed my need and it's beginning to get to me again today. I cannot wait for classes to start. (Deep breath) I think I'm off to visit Dani now. *Keep on, keepin on* Done for now.