h.a.p.p.y. b.i.r.t.h.d.a.y. t.o. m.e. happy.birthday.to.me. (h)(a)(p)(p)(y) (b)(i)(r)(t)(h)(d)(a)(y) HAPPYBIRTHDAYTOME. --------------------------- not that it matters. but i was born this day. 24 years ago. in hamot hospital. on the tip of lake erie. to a beautiful woman named mar. and. she held me tight. to her. tight. to her. and. she was grateful for my birth. and. i was too. ----- i find it a little hard to celebrate when the one person who was happy to see you born is now dead. a week before my birthday. she went and left me. dead. still. passed.on. gone. ----------------------------- i miss her so bad. the burning never ends. it weaves. and. hides behind my eyes. waiting. hating. missing so bad that my mouth taste like pennies. and. then i cry. i would rather scream. ------------------------------- i sort of wish i was home with everyone.