tomorrows never come. and things never move. not for me. i don't have it in me. i guess. or re-guess. i always say "tomorrow." but it never comes. and i never make it. and probably never will. i want my piece now. my piece of this american pie. i want it now. and i don't want to wait. and wait. and wait. i don't want to wait. or dream. or wish. i want it now. i need it now. i can't wait until i'm dead and gone. turned to dust. gone and gone again. without doing anything. something. meaninful. i want so much. and do so little. i'm afraid nothing will become of me. i don't want to be where everyone else is. i don't want the norm or expected. i want a life worth living. and knowing. and respecting. i want more then i'm getting. more than i know. more than is here. right now. breathing down my neck. i think i'll go now and do nothing somewhere else. dfn.