[wasting away, ticking slowly by] [time comes and goes with the turn of the die] I am sitting here tired and worn. Feeling like less than before. I'm a little sick of waiting for love. Waiting for some stupid sign from above. All I want is peace. A simple, nonexsistent release. Dani and Tim are teasing me about a crush. WILL. Remember him? Probably not. but i do. He was cute in a different sort of way. Dark hair. and dark sunk in eyes. I go for that drugged look. That on the edge sort of feel. He smoked like a chimney. And I would've traded PRD in for him. To be honest. But I know they're teasing me. Dani thinks it's funny, I'm sure. She's like that. They mock me for my simple ways. and feelings. My childish behavior. Well I can't help it. I gave them a note with my number on it. If what they say is true than he'll call. If not, no harm no foul. I don't care anymore. I think I'll go now. And do nothing. And than do some more of nothing. "Just one time...just one." DFN.