I am beginning to miss writing, by hand, in my other journal. It's been months upon months. I feel less pain today. NUMB. This is how I like it. NUMB. I woke up a moment ago, I feel sick. My throat hurts. My nose is sun burnt. I need to practice safer tanning methods. I don't know why I'm getting a tan anyways. The war is here I guess. Nothing we can do about that. Sit back and wait. Sit back and worry. I hope SEB didn't do anything that she'll regret later. Mister K does have a way with the ladies. He's a charmer. I can't worry about it too much though. It's really none of my business. O I wish I were an Oscar Mayer weiner, oh what a weiner I would be. If I were an Oscar Mayer weiner everyone would want to eat me? I'm pretty sure I kinda b.s.'ed right there. I used to know the hotdog song. I guess getting older does that to you. I'm only 21, I have the memory of an 80 year old woman. I am done for now.