i didnt mean to hit enter. or return. my fingers are faster then my mind half of the time. and so on. i feel bored. well. paused. in this moment of time. where my brain and attempting to readjust to the situations surrounding. TO CHANGE IS TO BE DIFFERENT IS TO BE A LOT BETTER OFF. EVEN THOUGH A-LOT ISNT EVEN AN ACCEPTABLE PHRASE IN ENGLISH. TRUE ENGLISH. how sad. so many rules for everything. and i think ill skip the rules. and get to the center of it all. now on myspace. yes myspace. im watching some kid lose his mind over the emo kids and their pathetic movement of whatever. its interesting in a mild way. and im paying attention only because im bored. and i dislike the girlpantwearing kids as well. im sorry. i try not to judge. but. some times i fail. i need to think of something big. something big for myself.